我無法持久的哀泣The Weeping That Did Not Last Long

今天告別師父,從曼督瓦拉搬到拉吉普。

Today I said goodbye to my Guru and moved from Manduwala to Rajpur.

晚上停電,黑漆漆的,躺在床上哀傷自己沒有福德可以多見上師幾面。

The power was off at night. In darkness, on my bed, sorrow emerged for my lack of merits to behold my Guru for a few more days.

哀從中來,不由得潸然淚下,才哭到第三聲。。。

The tears welled up and upon the 3rd cry…some music came from the room upstairs:

就傳來樓上不知名的喇嘛放的音樂:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Pv91w-VBKog
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/8V_6gIleHpI/

這是亞東唱的《蔣揚·滇貝·尼瑪》,是讚頌祿頂堪千仁波切的歌曲。當下覺得堪千仁波切和堪仁波切在照看我,上師無所不在,用各種方式示現。

This is Jamyang Tenpai Nyima, a song praising Luding Khenchen Rinpoche.

Suddenly I felt that Khenchen and Khen Rinpoche have always been watching over me and will always take care of me. The manifestation of Guru is indeed everywhere, in every perceivable and unperceivable way.

陶醉沒幾秒鐘,樓上喇嘛唱了起來。

The serene comforting did not last long before the unknown lama upstairs started singing.

天哪,我從來沒有見過唱歌不好聽的西藏人。這位不止是不甚好聽,根本上就是五音不全。

Oh my Lord, I had never known any Tibetan who is not a good singer. Yet this one was not only far away from “good”. He literally can not sing in tune AT ALL.

震驚到眼淚也掉不下來了。

(II)

一首歌還不過癮,接著又放了那張專輯裡難度最高的曲子:
And he did not stop after the song. For the 2nd song, he picked the most difficult one in the whole album!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAQN0maEehk
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/lpNlFOO8S08/

拜托,這首就算是很會唱歌的人,也沒幾個能飆上那個高音部份的。。。何況是五音不全的人。。。

Just imagine the sounds I had to listen to during the high pitched part…

(III)

然後,還有第三首。。。(請聽到副歌的部份)。。。歡快地不得了的“札西秀、札西秀……”
And then, the 3rd tune (please refer to the Chorus section): very joyfully “Tashi-sho, tashi-sho…”

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGmn_F42Lwg
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/8V_6gIleHpI/

等這位喇嘛跟著央金蘭澤唱到第十聲“札西秀”的時候,我只想跟他大吼“拜托你別唱了,我一點也不憂傷了。。。”

Even for this easy song, he can continue to sing out of tune.

Upon the 10th “Tashi-sho”, I almost shouted at him, “Would you please stop now? I do not feel sad anymore”

感謝他,讓我哭也不是,笑也不是。瞬間電來了,於是決定來寫博客。

Thanks to him for the great distraction from my short-lived weeping. And then the music disappeared, the power came and hence blogging time.

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One Response to 我無法持久的哀泣The Weeping That Did Not Last Long

  1. chiviewacupuncture@yahoo.com says:

    Ah……
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